My grandfather was admitted to the hospital last week do to having several strokes. He could no longer walk or move without assistance.I am hurt but also very angry with him. The doctors told him to stop smoking and drinking but he didn’t and he has diabetes which he doesn’t care of. I spoke to him because I cant see him due to he lives in AZ and I live in New York. I am ready to leave to see him but my mom tells me I have responsibilities which in reality I don’t. A part of me knows she is still holding on to the pain he has caused her throughtout her childhood, to say she was my grandfather’s punching bag would say an understatement. At the other end of this, me and my brother do not have a better relationship with my G-pa. idk he’s my last grandparent since my grandma died a few years back from the second round of cancer. And, i dont know my father so i dont know his family. I want to see him… i want to help him.